Post by sherry on Apr 18, 2008 14:56:49 GMT -5
Thoughts??
By the way,
I know I have not been posting Much Here, At Kev's, or Anywhere much lately.
I had alot happen over the last 2 years, And Quite Frankly I felt i had nothing positive to say. And sent myself into self exile....
We moved to the boonies after My Sister Died, The only internet I could get was dial up, or Wild Blue Satelite.....
I made the mistake of taking the Wild Blue....
It was as slow as dial up, and cost 49.99 per month.
And Like a dumbass, I had a 12 Month Contract..
Then My Computer crashed, and I lost ALL my bookmarked pages.
It has been a few mos now but I finally got a decent computer, and Verizon updated My Phone line, So YAY!! I have high speed internet again!! Perfect timing to Kid Rock's Tour, and his new site too!
But I want to say to my Friends, You know who You are.
I have missed everyone. But I truly think that with Everything that happend ( those of You who know Me know what I speak of )
I wasn't in any shape to be at any messageboard.
My skin was WAY TOO THIN. And My Heart was broken.
In all honesty, I wanted to Die.
There are some who did e mail Me, and leave messages on MySpace, whom I did stay in touch with as best I could, But, And I am putting myself out there now,
There honestly were days that I never even got out of bed that first Year after Stacy Died......
I just didn't care anymore......
And then We had some serious problems with April, Which I won't go into here. But I will say, She also broke Not Just My, But My Entire Family's hearts. And it started Directly after My Sister's Death.
I want to thank You Sal, for always caring. Always checking in on Me.
And You too Snappie.
It has been a very lonley recovery, and without My Children, and the few who really did care, I don't know where I would be right now.
But hey! I made it through! Admittedly a little Thicker skinned, and alot harder In My Heart. I had to accept the fact I am not, and will never be the same person I was 6 years ago, When I was blessed to Meet My Friends at KRAA.
So, Thank You to those of You that put up with all my needy depressing posts, for even though You didn't know it then, It was the only outlet I had.
By the way,
I know I have not been posting Much Here, At Kev's, or Anywhere much lately.
I had alot happen over the last 2 years, And Quite Frankly I felt i had nothing positive to say. And sent myself into self exile....
We moved to the boonies after My Sister Died, The only internet I could get was dial up, or Wild Blue Satelite.....
I made the mistake of taking the Wild Blue....
It was as slow as dial up, and cost 49.99 per month.
And Like a dumbass, I had a 12 Month Contract..
Then My Computer crashed, and I lost ALL my bookmarked pages.
It has been a few mos now but I finally got a decent computer, and Verizon updated My Phone line, So YAY!! I have high speed internet again!! Perfect timing to Kid Rock's Tour, and his new site too!
But I want to say to my Friends, You know who You are.
I have missed everyone. But I truly think that with Everything that happend ( those of You who know Me know what I speak of )
I wasn't in any shape to be at any messageboard.
My skin was WAY TOO THIN. And My Heart was broken.
In all honesty, I wanted to Die.
There are some who did e mail Me, and leave messages on MySpace, whom I did stay in touch with as best I could, But, And I am putting myself out there now,
There honestly were days that I never even got out of bed that first Year after Stacy Died......
I just didn't care anymore......
And then We had some serious problems with April, Which I won't go into here. But I will say, She also broke Not Just My, But My Entire Family's hearts. And it started Directly after My Sister's Death.
I want to thank You Sal, for always caring. Always checking in on Me.
And You too Snappie.
It has been a very lonley recovery, and without My Children, and the few who really did care, I don't know where I would be right now.
But hey! I made it through! Admittedly a little Thicker skinned, and alot harder In My Heart. I had to accept the fact I am not, and will never be the same person I was 6 years ago, When I was blessed to Meet My Friends at KRAA.
So, Thank You to those of You that put up with all my needy depressing posts, for even though You didn't know it then, It was the only outlet I had.